Mama, muse, supernova, I'm sick, I'm hungry, I'm a student, I'm an AID worker, The Beautiful Girls made a song about me, Jaaaaaaaaaames, Jock McClad, the bummin', a million years, a million tears, doodah doodah, little lady on the move, boo boo boo boo, spices flavour, roots raw real, Bacchus rooftop, cat flap, SJP, spaghetti TV, Don Laden. The emotional impossibility of absence through the heart of someone who remembers every damn thing. The impossibility of her being gone, when every corner of the world and her child still speaks in her voice.