I don’t want to do it any more. I don't even want to think about it anymore. It’s all gone now. And what am I going to do. With my life too. My isness, my love. The wind. Will it blow it out. Out of the mind. Or blow it right back in again. If only I could find a woman who’d love me. Like a god can love a wife. A wife like a God. He’ll let her down before he lets her up. Just as long as she drains the hell out of her. Forever and ever. Forever now.